I want to be a part.

"God put in the heart of His creation--in all of us--the need to belong. Husbands to wives, families to one another, and all of us to our heavenly Father." This quote came from one of the characters in Beverly Lewis' latest novel on the Amish called "The Secret." It has helped me to understand my need to try to fit in places that I probably should not. I want to belong, I feel this driving need to be a part of something whether it is a romantic relationship, a friendship or family members, I want to be a part. But I understand for right now in this time in my life I just need to be connected with God more than anyone else.

What I am Thankful for...

I am thankful that I am still here. In spite of everything I have been through I am still here. [Thanks Dorinda Clark-Cole for writing that song.]

I am thankful that through trials and mistakes I still have a sane mind.

I am thankful for this pregnancy that has complicated my world but I believe God is going to get the glory in the end.

I am thankful for a great family that has stood by me through everything.

I am thankful for the people I call friends who have not forsaken me.

I am thankful for my children who get on my nervous some times but at the same time show me what love really is.

I am thankful for my church and my job that have allowed me to keep a stable life.

I am truly thankful to God for loving me and for His faithfulness even in all my weaknesses.