What I am Thankful for...

I am thankful that JB is healthy again. He and the weather are not getting along but I think we have it under control now.

I am thankful that Krystal still gives me hugs even though she is too old to hang out with Mom because that is not cool.

I am thankful for Rachel & Trey living close and we still have relationship were she wants to come visit.

I am thankful for Youtube. I have spent a lot of time on this website lately watching segments of church services that my church no longer does. I miss praise songs, testimony service and a good ole shouting time. It has also been great to see all the old saints such as Mother Estella Boyd showing us what really praying is.

Who is Jesus?

For 21 years I have describe myself as a Christian and last week someone asked me to define Jesus and I couldn't do it. I am truly in a state of shock right now. It has totally shaken me because that should have been the easiest question in the world. While I am taking this time to learn more about myself maybe I need to for real figure out who I am.

What I am Thankful for...

I am thankful that God is still real to me despite what others have said.

I am thankful that despite the bad choices I have made I am not homeless or totally without the necessities of life.

I am thankful once again for the ability to read. I don't know how I would survive without being able to go into another world every now and then.

I am thankful that my children are doing okay. The oldest is really learning to depend on God for everything, the middle is learning to set goals and accomplish them for herself and the youngest is still Mommy's baby and I am thankful for the hugs he gives everyday that remind me that I am still alive and okay.

I am thankful that despite going through a really weird phase right now I am okay.

I am thankful that I am learning that it is okay to be alone. Never really thought I could do it but I am.

I am thankful that this alone period won't last too long.

I am thankful that I can still be positive instead of focusing on all the negative things. My life is not that bad and I know it isn't. My parents are still alive and together. I know where my brothers are and they are not in prison. I have a relationship with my children and I talk to them everyday. I have a church I still love to go to. I have pastors that are still together. If I needed to I can still pick up the phone and talk to my ex's family. Things could be worse so I am thankful for what I do have.

I am thankful for health insurance. I don't have it but the children do and JB is going through a little asthma issues right now. At least I can take him to get medical help without it being a total struggle financially.

I am just thankful to be alive today.