What I am Thankful for

I am thankful that I am still alive and breathing because things could be different.

I am thankful that Rachel is safe. She is young and still learning but at least she is okay today.

I am thankful that God is still providing for us despite my dumb mistakes.

I am thankful that eventually healing will come for my heart. I don't know when but if I keep believing I know it will come eventually.

I am thankful that JB and KB have survived each other. They fight so much but I hope in the end they will become closer to each other.

I am thankful that I am exploring something different in my life that maybe eventually will help me understand myself better.

I am thankful that God hasn't given up on me despite my confusion on so many things when it comes to spirituality and bible knowledge, I know God still loves me.

I am thankful that the holiday season will be over soon and maybe things can be normal again. Whatever that is.

I am thankful that I have coworkers around that listen to my questions no matter how weird or too serious they are and then really answer them. I am glad they feel okay talking to me even though I may not agree with them, I am thankful they are willing to share.

I am thankful that one day I will come out of this weird place I am in emotionally. God because this definitely can not last forever.

I am thankful that my brother will be coming home soon and I am prayfully that my other brother will be safe while he is still there.