We make choices in life that someday we may look back on think that was really a mistake but I think that is ok. I think is better to make a choice then to let decision be made for you or to just let life happen. I have to learn to be ok with the choices and not to regret them later.
It is so strange to me that I have had a lot things happen in my life in the space of two years but my one regret has nothing to do with those two years. My one regret in life is the relationship I could not have with someone. I really think we could have been great friends but something hindered that and I can't really figure out what. When I am honest with myself I realize that I don't regret having a child at seventeen or getting at married at twenty-three nor do I regret the divorce that ended it. Did those things come with pain? Yes but I am thankful that I was able to endure and have them in my life they made me a better me. But this relationship that I could not have has hurt me to the core because I could not figure why we could not be friends but I guess God must know.
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Ma, you have grown so much and I am so very proud of you. I love you tons. I know Im not that friends you couldnt have...and know I am always going to be here for you.
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